Patrick Kindlon, everyone.
Today my anxiety snuck up on me and I began feeling nauseous/lightheaded for the first time in ages.
Boo kept asking me what was wrong and for me to explain how I was feeling but I couldn’t pinpoint what was causing it, or how I was feeling. My hands were real shaky and clammy, and I had to keep sitting down because I felt my legs begin to shake and since I was in public I was worried about backing out in front of everyone.
Sometimes I think the avoidant personality disorder is getting worse, but I know it isn’t—it just creeps up on me from time to time.
I took the trolley alone and did okay, although I was on high alert. I met up with my mother before the sun fully set, so that helped.
We’re going out to eat for a belated birthday outing for her. I’m going to more than likely sit there whilst her and my nana eat. We’ll see. P
Self-Positive Sailor Moon part 2
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